The cracks that started to show before everyone else in the world had to go into lockdown, were now becoming chasms.
He made jokes long ago, that he could break anyone’s mind. Relished the fact, almost acted as if it was a trophy that he had won, that any professional Counsellor, or anyone working in the psychology field, he could break also.
Seriously I feel ridiculous I didn’t believe I needed to be wary of these clear signs of narcissism.
Stupider even still, that I stayed to try to help him?!
But I am not a stupid person. And I am not a poor person, a person without talents, without aspirations, without a heart and without the means to live a life without the dictator believing that I was their slave, and that it was justified, because I was a person of so little worth that I could never exist alone.
I guess it was my arrogance that made me stay. To show him he was not capable of breaking me.
But I guess the only way to show him he’s not capable of breaking me, is to get that well deserved job (that’s been years in the making), and enjoy my life.
Speak Out 